Peaceful Surface

I can’t get it right; I can’t get it wrong,
I don’t know whether to be weak or strong,
It could go either way, if to have a choice,
People with their thoughts, actions, & voice,
Drama, situations, judgments & views,
It’s not like any of this is breaking news,
If to keep to myself & try to live in silence,
A battle rages on in my mind with violence,
Turbulent waters; storm of restless arguing,
Treaties, allies, trading, & bargaining,
I’ll rise to a unified peaceful surface,
Rather than graph the points of nervousness,
So I labeled what I did as wrong,
Yet, what if I was right all along?