Directed Conversation

The amount of regret I carry,
At times leads life to be scary,
The feelings I hold, connected with thought,
To realize what I am & what I’m not,
A perception of the truth hidden in my past,
If to hold onto it, the memories will last,
If to let it all go & experience this moment,
Directed conversation with life as I own it,
Essence of my soul moving along a path,
Consistency of the zero required for math,
I feel I need to search for something new,
Just to be happy with what is gratitude,
I can only admit with an overwhelmed mind,
To express what currently I’m trying to find.