Unknown Answers

How careful do I have to be?
Before I let go & truly see,
Unknown answers to eternal questions,
Learning from others by their suggestions,
Eventually I have to take action,
A spontaneous push; a freeing reaction,
All I can say; All I can do,
In how much I miss being able to see you,
The silence breaks a chosen confusion,
To be warned about other people’s illusion,
Technique knows what I hold as important,
In between chaos & disorder that is sorted,
Space has been cleared to continue to write,
The inner fight continues into the night.