What I've Done

What does it mean to be wrong?
A judgment of what I’ve done all along,
The best I knew how to do,
Yet different to what I now go through,
At times doing what I think I should,
To follow a true desire is just as good?
The blind fold is on my eyes,
Only until I seem to know & realize,
The reality of letting God & letting go,
God can’t make the decision for me, I know,
So I look for insights for a better way,
To know what to think, feel, act on, or say,
I think there is timing for this to happen,
I’ll escape the doubt I may be trapped in.