Hesitant Words

I’m hesitant to express what’s on my mind,
The words to use now I can’t seem to find,
Careful ways of saying what I feel,
Or nothing in my thoughts to reveal,
I could create a story of how things are,
My mind telling me I’ve gone too far,
Visualize reality; not knowing what I want,
Or maybe I do, & the answer is rather blunt,
What is out of my control seems to be a lot,
Am I letting go & accepting what is not?
I’ll seize the moment & take some action,
I offered a distance of silence for reaction,
Too much to say for a short term of time,
A world displayed through abstract rhyme.