Consistent Situation

Consistent situation; flowing options known,
Explanation happening; exactly shown,
Why I did this & how I did that,
Scenario now passed within an online chat,
Competitive edge & negotiation of myself,
Personality differentiates; my soul will tell,
Right in front of me, yet I can’t see,
What is truly happening to me?
Bizarre situations; let go of this thinking,
Sitting here with the beverage I’m drinking,
My mind, a blur, than I open my eyes,
I will survive, as my ego tries,
Surrounding space; let me be free to see,
Therapeutic help within all that could be.