Right now I just want to disappear,
Hide in the invisible from all I fear,
What I say to you & others,
What I say to sisters & brothers,
It doesn’t seem like it’s ever good enough,
Thoughts to haunt, which makes this tough,
I know who I am, so I shouldn’t believe,
Negativity causes only me to be deceived,
Sitting here calmly writing these words,
My mind is in a war over something absurd,
A panic attack, so I brace for the storm,
It may take a while to return to the norm,
Before I know it, things are good,
Thoughts disappear, in the way they should.