A Mistake

It’s really not a surprise,
You can see it in my eyes,
There is no one else to blame,
In my own world, all the same,
To approach me now would be a mistake,
Not much of a relationship to make,
I’ve brought this upon myself,
Emotional currency equals zero wealth,
I don’t trust who I am, & I don’t trust you,
No wonder this is what I’m going through,
This mental story will keep distance,
Keep me lonely for only an instance,
One thought away, toward a new direction,
I do have a choice & a form of selection.