Gratitude for Understanding

As I turned to the left in a reactive fashion,
The tedious idea of what to spend cash on,
Boredom & excuses; revoked & disputed,
I don’t know what the root is,
This problem is thought of that way,
Or it could just be another thing to say,
For a balance so crucial to understanding,
Why I’m thankful I have a safe landing,
To observe what is happening here,
For a vantage point of applause & cheer,
Letting go seems so easy to focus with,
In other words, I remember my wish,
From the time I saw that memory,
In a dream state opened to all that will be.